So take, take everything, and leave me scrambling

so, lets continue our talk about my bff.
since the last post she has missed her period.
yes, the thing dreaded by women everywhere.
so she (finally) peed on the stick and it was negative. but where's the period? seriously, this blows because she feels like she cant do anything until it comes. which sucks. balls. big ones.
so the douchebag ex is the one who did this (if she is preggers). apparently the idiot doesn't know how to put on a condom. and she doesn't know to check and see if he's got his package all wrapped up.
now, the problem i had with all this crap isn't the fact that if she was/is pregnant, or that she would be keeping the baby, its the fact that she believe that Ex is the type of guy who would stand by her.

which is BS.

Last night I went to hang out with J, watch a movie, chill. we ended up getting starbucks and watching Knocked Up with 2 of his brothers. needless to say, the movie freaked me out. true, it was pretty damn funny, but the whole time i was thinking about bff and what the f--k we were gonna go if she was pregnant.
J noticed that i wasn't really into the movie and asked what was wrong (he knows about bff and the Ex) and offered to kick the guys out and stop the movie. i told him no, that i was gonna go into the hall and cry, and at that point he put his arms around me and told me that he wasn't going to let go if i was going to go cry without him there. sweet, yes, but i needed to be away from penis's (peni? meh, whatever) at the moment.

moving on... blah blah, took a sister to the hospital today, she literally stopped breathing. she had managed to call my Big Sister and tell her that she was really sick. I got the phone call to go to her dorm and check on her. grabbed bff and ran over there, and i wish we had gotten there sooner. she could barely stand, or breathe. we got her to put some shorts on (she was in her pjs) and took her to the ER. Called her mom, who was very calm about the whole thing, and her family came straight away. turns out she was a horrifically high fever and that brought on the breathing problems. her dad was very polite but basically told us that we weren't needed at the hospital anymore and to just go on home. but we called her mom about an hour later to check on her and she's ok, went home tonight with the parentals and will probably be back here on Sunday.

J had to have some lung/heart tests done today, which was great since he was smoking all yesterday, the bugger lol. now he's out with his very bad influence cousin (who is pretty cute but is basically an alcoholic) at a Hooka bar. silly boys. *muah* they usually make life interesting.

Yes, i know, it's friday night and I am sitting down, sober, writing. but hey! i had a big scare today! plus i have about a bazillion midterms in the next 2 weeks that i need to study for, so that's what i've been doing.


my posts are a very random collection of whatever the hell has been going on. wow. lol